17.
I awoke the
next morning to find Juan and a fair-haired young priest talking quietly
next to our rekindled camp fire. I
threw my blankets off and stretched out my travel weary muscles, then looked
over to find Antonio still asleep.
The priest
and Juan looked in my direction and the priest nodded to me.
“This is
Father McFagan from the Church in Edinburgh, come to aid us in our quest,”
Juan told me by way of introduction; beside me Antonio stirred under his
blanket.
“Father,”
I said as I nodded to him and rubbed the sleep from my eyes.
A light rain
had moved in off of the sea overnight, and the clouds seemed to hang just
above our heads. There was a wet chill in the air, and I remember thinking
what a dreary day it was going to be -- I had no idea how dreary.
“Is Father
McFagan to accompany us then?” I asked in jest as I girded myself for the
day ahead.
“Oh no,
I’m no warrior,” Father McFagan told me seriously.
“Word reached us last night of your arrival, and the Bishop sent me
with all haste to aid you in any way I could.
I brought supplies, and I will tend to your camp while you are
away.”
Beside me
Antonio laughed, of course McFagan wasn’t traveling with us; he would only
be a hindrance. Priests were rarely trained in the art of war.
Without a single word between the three of us, we made ready to do
battle with the Dracua Crowe.
Father
McFagan was a good man, even though he was no warrior.
He helped us make ready for that day.
He cooked us salted meat to break our fast, and laid out our bread.
He wiped the skillets when we had eaten our fill, and stowed away our
supplies. It was the only way
he could give us aid in this quest, but it was good enough, and it was
appreciated.
18.
We traveled
west, till we struck a rocky creek. In
the fog and drizzle it was difficult to get our bearings in this strange
land. But we all knew it was
the creek described by the old gaffer, and following it would take us to
Orlden Hill -- and Crowe.
The tension
of the situation was building, even in Antonio and I, who knew not the
meaning of fear. Anxiety was practically emanating from Juan, who seemed to
jump at every movement. Juan’s
dark eyes were wide and haunted looking as he led us to Orlden Hill.
In the fog
it felt as though we were the only people on Earth, save for maybe
Maxmillius Crowe, who we knew was out there -- somewhere, waiting for us.
Gradually
the creek bottom narrowed, and its rocky sides grew steep as it cut its way
out of the highland hills. We
still could not make out Orlden Hill through the gloom, but I think we could
all feel it bearing down on us like some titanic lodestone.
The air around us seemed to thicken, and the drizzle gave way to a
fog that clung to us like cobwebs.
The nags we
were mounted upon felt our uneasiness.
They snorted, and pawed at the rocks with their eyes rolling wildly
in their sockets.
I remember
it seemed hard to breathe out there in that lonely creek bottom.
We seemed so isolated from the world, and everything around us seemed
like a threat. At every bend I
expected to see him, falling on us in ambush.
We were as utterly alone as it was possible to be, and we were all
aware of our danger.
19.
It was
Juan’s horse that bolted first, snorting and kicking his back feet high in
the air -- barely missing Antonio’s head in the process.
Juan, who was far and away the best rider of us three, would have I
think, easily stayed aboard this nag but for the top heavy weight of his
armor. One jump, then two, and
on the third, Juan -- overloaded by his armor and gear of war, was unseated.
Coming down with a resounding crash that shattered the silent gloom
of the creek bottom. Seeing the
success of the rebellion afoot, mine and Antonio’s nags began to pitch as
well -- making short work of us.
20.
As we all
lay in a heap amongst the rocks of the creek bed, my only thought was how
vulnerable we were. I rolled over and finally got my knees under me in time to
see Juan make it to his feet. In
the heavy air we could clearly hear our horses galloping gleefully back down
the creek bed in the direction from which we had come, and there was
something else -- the sounds of pebbles skittering down the steep sides of
the creek bank. At once we were
on our feet, our backs pressed one to the others, swords in hand.
We were trained fighting machines, in our prime -- schooled in the
arts of war, and free of doubt -- still we were overmatched from the very
beginning.
On the creek
bank above us there was nothing, only the swirling fog in the still air.
But something had been there -- the pebbles were still clattering
down the bank.
“Ward and
sword Venatore,” Juan said under his breath, as his hawk like eyes
scanned the creek banks. “We
are not alone.”
The smell
struck me first I think, the salty sweet smell of blood -- cloying in the
damp mists. No, of course we
were not alone, death was with us at that moment, caressing us with her
ghostly hands -- choosing among us, like a victor going through the spoils.
Juan spotted
what looked to be a red bundle of rags just upstream from us -- half in, and
half out of the churning waters of the stream.
I noted a slightly red tinge in the water that flowed past my feet.
I thought of how I had drunk so deeply from that cool stream just a
couple of leagues down from here, and my stomach threatened revolt.
“So that
is what spooked the horses,” Antonio said beside me.
Cautiously
Juan stepped forward, waving his sword in a low menacing arc.
“What is
it?” I asked, as I fought back a second wave of nausea.
“A
child,” Juan said quietly as he sheathed his sword and bent forward to
examine the remains. “By the
Virgin Mary, what manner of creature would do such a thing?”
Antonio and
I followed Juan’s lead and sheathed our swords.
Then we too stepped forward to gaze upon the remains.
It was a child, that was sure, though I could not have told you if it
was boy or girl. Both its legs
were gone, and one arm as well. What
remained was a bloody swollen mass of flesh with parts unidentifiable.
Only the eyes, those blank clouded eyes that held so much terror,
told us it was human at all. It
had been chewed on, and whatever had done it, had cast it aside like
leftovers -- its appetite appeased. For
a while at least.
Another wave
of nausea washed across me. This
was my first real encounter with death, and I had quite literally drank my
fill.
21.
I knew I was
being watched, and by whom, before I ever looked up.
Instantly, the hair stood straight up on the back of my neck as my
head craned upwards. I scarcely
saw the foot that connected with my chest, literally collapsing my
breastplate like paper, and flinging me backwards almost ten feet, where I
struck the creek bank with stunning force.
It felt as
though I had been hit with a mallet and driven into an anvil.
Stunned and
struggling for breath that would not come, I looked up to see Antonio reach
for his sword. Then our assailant was on him -- Antonio with his sword only
half drawn. There was the ring
of metal striking something hard as Antonio took a scorching blow to his jaw
from an iron gauntlet.
Antonio was
unconscious before his twitching body ever hit the bed of the creek.
Then our
dark assailant was bearing down on Juan, who had drawn his sword and was
slowly backing up the creek. I
fumbled for the straps of my breastplate, but the leather was pulled taught,
and the buckles would not give. I
could not breathe, and I feared if I could not get my damaged breastplate
off soon, I would lose consciousness.
It was
Maxmillius Crowe, I was sure of this, though from my vantage I couldn’t
see our dark assailant’s face. Juan
held his sword low as Crowe carelessly advanced on him.
There was a flash in the mist, and the clang of iron, as Maxmillius
brought his sword down sharply at just the right moment on Juan’s blade.
The clang
was followed by the clattering sound of the broken blade of Juan’s sword
falling among the rocks.
Maxmillius
pounced on Juan, whose arm was undoubtedly still numb from Maxmillius=
parry. Grabbing Juan by the
throat, Crowe pushed him back against the steep creek bank.
I felt sure he was going to kill him, and I jerked more desperately
at the straps of my breastplate. Panic
took me, and stars began to explode in my field of vision, as I gasped for
the air that I could not breathe.
“Leave
this place Venatore,” I heard Maxmillius tell Juan softly.
“Only death awaits you here. Abandon this charge, and leave knowing
I will attend to this matter.”
Juan
struggled in Maxmillius=
grasp, but it was fruitless. Even
from where I sat, struggling with my crushed breastplate, I could feel the
fastness of Maxmillius=
grip.
“Our
charge is to slay thee Maxmillius,” Juan chocked out.
AAnd how can
I reject this charge with the evidence that lies on bank of yonder creek.”
Maxmillius
glanced over his shoulder at the remains of the child, then dropped his chin
to his chest, spilling his raven hair across his face.
His vice-like grip on Juan’s throat relaxed, and his hand fell back
to his side. Juan took a gulping breath of air and slid down to a sitting
position with his back to the creek bank.
“You are
Dracua,” Juan accused in a raspy voice.
“Deny this!”
“I
cannot,” Maxmillius said softly, his dark hair still covering his face.
“And can
you deny the child that lies cold and mutilated on the creek there?” Juan
asked, rubbing his sore throat, his eyes ablaze in righteous fury.
“Can you deny that this chewed up child is your handiwork Dracua?”
“No,”
Maxmillius said as he turned to walk away. “I
will not deny my responsibility in this.”
Maxmillius
turned from Juan and approached me, drawing a knife from his belt as he did.
I looked deeply into his ice blue eyes -- they were cold and
lifeless. His features were
pale as that of the child on yonder banks.
Still, he was beautiful, and I was drawn to him.
As he approached me, knife in hand, I found myself admiring him.
“They are
all my responsibility, mine alone Venatore.
Leave this place with all haste.
I do not need your blood on my hands as well,” He said as he bore
down on me.
I was facing
sure death with a knife in his hand, and for the first time I realized I was
not invincible -- I was not immortal. I
realized that day, that I too would die -- sooner maybe, rather than later.
And I was afraid for the first time.
Frozen with terror I cannot find words to describe.
Now I too knew doubt.
Bested there
on that creek, I found my own mortality, while staring into the blue eyes of
death.
Had I not
been so utterly terrified, I might have cried out as he knelt down in front
of me and brought the glittering knife blade up under my armpit.
Now my
death is here, I thought.
Then his blade sliced through one of the leather straps, releasing the
pressure of the dented breastplate with an audible pop.
Air flooded back into my lungs, and I almost lost consciousness.
He cut the remaining straps. Then
he stood, and with one last speculative glance down at me, turned and
evaporated into the mists with alarming quickness.
22.
We arrived
back at our encampment late that evening, soaked to the bone, tired, sore,
and dejected. We had been
bested -- our virginity taken from us by a rapist.
No longer would we have that surety of skill.
Our arrogance was vanished. Our
egos bruised. Antonio and I would never be the same, for this was a pain we
would not soon forget. It was
our edge we lost that day, and our though our wounds were minor, our shame
was great.
Antonio had
gotten the worst of it, his jaw had swollen to roughly twice its normal
size, and he could barely open his mouth to take in food that night.
Our horses had returned to camp -- another blow to our cracked egos.
Father
McFagan had been worried of course, and he doted on us upon our return, as a
mother hen dotes on her chicks -- only making matters worse.
“Father
McFagan,” Juan said, his voice hoarse and thick with emotion.
“I need you to make report in all haste, directly to the Vatican in
my stead. Say this: We have
confirmed that Maxmillius Crowe is in fact Dracua, and that he has turned
from God -- his confession we have heard this day.
He is guilty of these murders, and we will attempt justice, though I
know not whether we are able to complete this task.
Tell them that his lair is at the foot of Orlden Hill, in the
Highlands of Scotland, and that all measures should be taken to ensure his
defeat. He is evil, and a
threat to both our Church and our lives.
Sign this dispatch Juan Diego de Gonzales, Venatore, Knight of
the Vatican.”
As I
listened to Juan’s diatribe the thought occurred to me that I had betrayed
Maxmillius somehow. He had
asked us to leave the matter to him, yet we of course were not going to do
that, and worse, we had reported his guilt to the charges against him.
To the Church this would be enough, as good as a trial of judges.
If Venatore judged him guilty, then guilty he was, and his
life was now forfeit. Yet he
had admitted it had he not? Admitted
that he was Dracua, and that these murders were his doing.
How could we do anything less than what we were doing?
Yet all the justification in the world would not ease my mind.
This was not how I had envisioned this quest.
Not how I had envisioned the first meeting with my mentor.
Part of me
died that day, the child in me. My
innocence was lost, and my hero debunked. Where
were my dreams now? How could I
face the new day?
23.
To make
matters worse our old nemesis, the Monk Samuel from the Cathedral of St.
Peter, came strolling into our camp just then – uninvited.
And to our amazement, he sat down at our fire like an old comrade
come back from a long journey.
“At last
I’ve found you,” Samuel said as he warmed his hands over the fire.
I noted his clothing was dry, despite the dreary day that had just
passed.
“Aye,”
Juan said distrustfully. “You
have found us, but why?”
“The
Bishop bid me follow you and aid you in any way possible as an afterthought
to your departure. Alas, I lost
your track yesterday evening, and found myself off of the beaten path,”
Samuel explained.
“How would
you aid us Monk?” Juan asked.
Samuel
looked at a loss to explain. All
I could think of was the way Samuel’s eyes had lingered on Antonio and I
that afternoon in our chambers at St. Peter’s.
“Well, I
will gladly accompany you, and I can tote supplies or packs if need be,”
Samuel offered lamely.
There was
something wrong with Samuel’s offer.
While I had no doubt the Bishop sought to aid us in our quest, I did
not believe it was his idea to send Samuel.
It also seemed that Samuel had come quite empty handed of aid for one
charged with such a mission. But
I said nothing. Samuel was a
Monk, a respected man of the cloth who had given his life to the Lord, and
despite my feelings that afternoon in our chambers; Samuel had not actually
done anything that would be considered inappropriate.
As Samuel and I sat there looking at each other from across the fire,
my first thought was to openly reject this offer of aid, but I knew I could
not. Samuel was owed a certain
amount of respect, and he had not entirely used up that currency in our
chambers that day. Beside me, I
could feel Antonio weighing those same options in his own mind.
Juan made up
his mind long before I had entirely made up mine, though from Juan’s vantage
point I’m sure he saw nothing out of the ordinary or wrong with this offer
of aid. After all it stood to
reason that the Bishop would seek to give us aid, and almost all monks were
trained, some more than others, in the art of battle.
Without knowledge of Samuel’s lechery, Juan made the choice that was
true and correct, to accept Samuel’s aid.
Antonio and I,
so trained to silence in these matters, said nothing to sway Juan’s
decision.
24.
The next
morning we made ready for the day, again there was a drizzle, but not the
dreary fog we had seen the day prior. Samuel
made ready to travel with us, and I thought Juan would stop him, or at least
dissuade him from this action, but he did not.
Juan must have reasoned that numbers might make up for strength,
ordinarily not an incorrect assumption, as long as one knows the loyalty of
his own party.
Off we went to
meet that fateful day. There was
no spring in our step -- each of us moved as a man moves up the steps of his
own gallows. All of us save
Samuel, who seemed anxious, often laughing nervously.
He did not seem to realize the danger into which he rode.
Robed in the heavy traditional raiment of a Monk, he seemed eager to
meet the day. I envied him that;
he was as we had been the day before, confident and invincible.
Now we moved towards battle as a whipped cur crawls towards its master.
The very air of this day seemed to forebode ill for us, but on we went,
driven by our charge and our vow before God -- driven by that sense of duty to
our doom.